Think, Muhasabah, and then Speak.  I realized that when I talk endlessly and whenever I am with friends, the things I say are most of the time pointless really, nothing of importance. don’t want to be a tell-tales kind of person. If I am to be one, let the tales be words of kindness, words of knowledge. I’m holding on to the saying ‘If you don’t have anything good to say, it is better for you to remain silent.’ Serious.

Eat Less, Fast More. Eat out less really. Eat only when hungry. Eat to live not live to eat. Hewhewhew :p

Exercise….. more? I’m a sucker for sedentary lifestyle but I’m going to ACHIEVE this!

Istiqamah be consistent, practice what you preach. Segala yang baik atu diamalkantah, dijadikan kebiasaan. Insya Allah! I can do this!

Sleep early, Wake up early! Serious.

Not to be dependant on FB and Twitter. Serious.

THIS IS SERIOUS!

Many things went through major changes during these past few months, welcome the positive ones and the not so appealing ones, hopefully they’ll evolve and become the positives all over again.

uggh make me sick in the stomach seeing more than two ‘positives’ in a post.

it has been a long time since i write. might be a little bit rusty. 27 days till i return to Brunei. will definitely miss Yala and our stay in YIU hostel, the only place i can almost called ‘home’. will definitely miss the time spent with the other 12 bruneians and yes, the trips. the school. the students. mak sah. kak wa. most definitely.

but of course, can’t wait to go home

To Waliy, Ezat, Afifah, Ummi, Arina, Tuty, Aishah, Fatin, Mizah, Syamim, Hassanal and Azim, thank you

macam farewell bah ku buat ani.

AKU NDA SABAR KAN BALIK TAPINYA ) weeee.

nerve-wrecking.

Mudahan Ya Allah dipermudahkan segala urusan disana.

No Hari Raya for me here

Puasa only for 4 days in Brunei :’(

Read them, talk about them, dear feelings towards the characters ( had a controlled (typical), not manic crush on the twins) but never was obsessed. Teenage years, never ‘publicly’  admit i was a potter fan, mainly because HP was too mainstream back then (was a closeted hipster) and Mr. Rockwell was overly obsessed with JK Rowling calling her ‘the perfect author/woman’, personally,  kinda embarassing to share the same interest with your creepy english teacher.

Baie wah i was crying even at the shortest scene (fred and george rooftop you okay there fuckkk heartbreaking), snape dying tale scene lily protecting baby potter tskk tskk, THE FRED IS DEAD SCENE (cried the hardest here), the forest scene ( prove that dan rad can act. shit was bawling my eyes out), hagrid carrying potter scene. was strangely filled with pride when Neville killed nagini with the gryffindor sword *sniff*. and ooohhh when potter ron and hermione met the lot of DA, i was secretly clapping along with them haha. ONE EXCELLENT MOVIE. but of course, didn’t beat the book.

how can anyone not read the book but watch the movie baik inda bangang tu. kalau liat sama aku wahhhh i’ll be happy to explain it all to you biar annoyed. felt that the movie was toned down just so it could cater to the non-reading ‘fans’. mwaha. sorry was being a potter snob for a sec.

Just realised, blogging = talking to self. but blogging, save me from having to worry whether i fulfill the signs of becoming a mad woman. i’m just posting updates here, not creepily talks to self. hehe

Instant Wish : going to Wizardy World of HP. overwhelmed kali ku eh mun ke sana.

SHIT. aku mau butterbeer. kiut eh the twins/

(was greatly tempted to include a HP poster ad but malas ku google image)

mmkay kan jalan ku. bESOK MEDICAL CHECK UPPPPPPPPPPPP AHHHHHHH.

Since everything is settled (bought the tickets already meh) and i have the feeling that the things I’m going to post here is (insya’allah) confirmed, now i have the nerve to post about it. takut ku jinx bah mun post awal awal hehe. Anyways, early august, will be going off to KL (with 12 others), and then will began the journey to Alor Setar Kedah in order to reach the final destination.. Yala, Thailand Supposedly, will be staying there in Yala for not less than 3 months. It is kind of tiring to explain what I’m going to do there… but once i have the time, I’ll explain in great detail. I’m excited. Nervous mostly since i have no experience at all, living with non family members etc. Even thinking about it makes me want to puke……… But I’m EXCITED!

till another time!

I Had this for Hi-Tea and a cold below -average Teh C Special.  I always prefer my waffles crispy with a little bit of a sweet after taste but this bananarama waffles, they were fluffy, airy and ……bland, a reminiscence of an ordinary pancake. 

Apparently, the purpose of the waffles’ fluffiness; to enable the airy texture of the waffles to be filled with the sweetness of the vanilla ice cream. On a side note, I was expecting Double scoops of Vanilla Ice Cream, but instead, was presented with a single scoop  accompanied by a weak phony whipped cream. Likewise, the Chocolate Sauce was extremely useless,  and to be honest, I don’t think it added anything spectacular to the dish. Was the sauce drizzled for garnishing purpose only? Alas, even on that garnishing intention alone, it failed. Honestly, I ordered this dessert 80% based on its name alone, ‘Banarama’. Ironically so,  the slices of banana (ramaS) were lacking a serious creative touch and the actual dessert and the creator’s treatment to the bananas didn’t really do any justice to its ‘extravagant’ name.  To tell you the truth, the slices of banana were awkwardly placed besides the waffles, no effort at all. I was expecting the bananas to be caramelized or to be included as the main constituent of the waffles’ batter, but nope. An utter disappointment

The combination of flavors didn’t stand out, it was bland, and certainly not worth the money.And don’t get me started on its New York Cheese Cake. Cheezbox, please make an effort, change your ‘bananarama’ into a spectacular dessert. On a different,a rather positive note, I would like to give credits to the excellent service of the waiting staffs. They were polite, friendly, and made me very comfortable with the atmosphere of the restaurant/cafe. Certainly will be back to Cheezbox partly because of its warmth and the relax atmosphere it offers. I will try its other dishes and supposed ‘specialties’ next time I visit it. Hope to get my ‘desires’ satisfied with its  rumored delicious meat dishes.

Till next time!

Too much time in hand, decided to get very emotional with a $5.50 Waffles + Ice Cream dish. *still think it is overpriced*

BREAKFAST:

One Sausage Roll

LUNCH:

1.5 Slices of Pizza (Honey Garlic Chicken & Tuna)

Lasagna

2 (small) glasses of Coke {banar yo small}

HI-TEA @4:

Mirinda Strawberry

A sip of Qawiyy’s Green Apple

Hungry Joe’s Cheese Burger

Hot  Milk Tea

EARLY DINNER @6.15:

Coke Zero

Kueh Malaya (like 5 small pieces. can’t resist)

Kuey Teow ( Satu Bungkus $1)

2 pieces of Begedil

One big bottle of water.

Did not consume any green veggies today. Eh except for that one piece of lettuce inside the cheese burger HAHAHAA.

Now i feel so guilty for not treating my holy temple (nyahhaha) right. shit bloated ku eh. Bukan pulang ku makan sorang sorang ani. makan sama family plang but still gila babi sakit parut ku bloated banyak gas arah stomach.

Rindu ku kan meliat Tasek Lama ah HAHAHAHAH. baik tah eat healthy ih. matiiii krg heart attack

-_-